| People in sixth |
[Dec. 11th, 2006|03:28 pm] |
Ronald : Is a confused individual that always thinks grand things of himself. His taste in clothes and music display his acting and personality.
Louis: The artist in the class that is always having diffrent antics in the classroom. His style of jokes shows he is a laid back person that can be taken seriously but is relaxed person.
Albert: This person can sleep through the entire class no matter what, yet he always pass the quizzes and tests. I thought that he talked to himself with his head down but it was him on the phone.
Tio: This person is constantly being called gay and picked on. He can't come up with any come-backs and never really does any of his work.
Gaby: Always with either Ronald or Jonathan and never really talks just laughs at if not with them.
Jonathan: Never goes to his own class and is constantly getting in trouble with any other sub.
Karel: Quiet and people think he wears a sports bra but in fact is a tank top. No one really knew his name till just a little while ago.
Alexandra A.K.A. E: Soccer player that is very quiet and has a smile that is always on display. When it's not it's because she is thinking of something else. Which comes back when she realizes that we're staring at her.
Isiah: Tall basketball player that misses Mr. Marquetti because of the greeting he used to give him everytime he walked in. He sleeps and then copies others to get his assignment.
Jorge: The short kid with the big ego, but with good reason. He never backs down from anything and doesn't judge anyone right off the bat. He used to skateboard and now he just relaxes and listens to music. Smarter than his appearance lets known.
Erika: Lollipop selling girl that is nice and has an intresting gallery in her phone.
Juan: Leaves early almost every single day. He is a well meaning person but he can get quiet very quickly and usually keeps to himself.
Catrina: Is another girl that is nice. Her Ipod has an intresting diffrence between playlists and includes Dane Cook.
Fransico. He is quiet and smart has trigonometry and the weirdest hair due i've ever seen. Like he stuck his finger in the outlet and left his hair like that.
Craig: The only white boy in this class. He likes weird shirts and is a laid back kind of guy.
Josue: completly diffrent from many people and hates when people say that he likes it that way. He likes diffrent things and backs it up without any judging.
Skittles: girl that always gets picked on with the joke of getting her salad tossed but an over all chill chick.
They wanted a short summery of people I was bored... I'm done |
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| Past times |
[Dec. 11th, 2006|03:05 pm] |
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Whatever happened to being innocent and ignorant? I miss not knowing what a sexual preference is. I'm bored in sixth period again. I can't get on myspace, that's why I haven't done anything on there. I can't believe I've had this journal for such a long time. It's been almost three years. Many things have happened as time has gone by. I've loved and loved again. It's something that I will try and never forget. No past experience is something that I regret. I still love the people that I loved before. To me that is completly untouchable. It's something that I want to believe in and keep in my mind and heart until the day I die. I love those people and will love them. In a way it's bad because I have been hurt many times and never learned my lesson. I will always be there for people who need me. It's something that I have pride in. At anytime anywhere I will be there trying to help. Now that life is coming faster and closer to becoming reality and more responsibilty I have to get my gears ready and try and hit the ground running. It's scaring me that I have a very vague plan coming into play so quickly. So Past coming into mind, present being here in my face and the future coming quickly behind. What will happen? |
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| Bored at school |
[Dec. 8th, 2006|03:29 pm] |
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So here I am in sixth period bored out of my mind. The teacher couldn't get the computer so I tried switching the outlets and it worked. I've been having some peculiar thoughts lately. I love the fact that the girl that made me hurt another girl for her and that I confessed my love to finally came to agreence with me that she never truly loved me. She went on and on about how she heard that I said that she was hung up on me. I told her long ago that I loved her and it was true as is now, but I'm no longer in love with her. She used me as a form of entertainment only showing inrest when someone else showed intrest in me. No more than a toy I finally made a choice not to hurt another girl for her. She told me that she loved me while I was with my girlfriend. I did nothing to that effect and she was really annoyed her I suppose. She claimed this after a week of breaking up with me and seeing me with someone new. As much as I wanted to believe it I knew that all she was doing is trying to get me back for satisfaction. The only satisfaction of knowing that I would go back to her. She said and I am quoting " You should've known what I meant when I said that I couldn't be happy with you. You should've known that I loved you and that all I needed was time even if I did break up with you....My time is up my point....Stupid girls should not speak lmao |
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| being sick |
[Nov. 15th, 2006|06:26 pm] |
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It sucks. I don't think that anyone enjoys being sick. I've never liked it because it affects me the worse. I feel like a junky simply because i take a thousand pills. And yet I'm incredibly happy. I no longer have to chase anyone. It's great to be wanted and loved and cherished and to have the same feelings towards tat same person. |
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| holy shit |
[Nov. 6th, 2006|08:22 pm] |
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i haven't written in this thing for a while... i guess myspace kinda took the blogging space... everything is good and confusing as usual..any questions? |
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| who the fuck cares ... right? |
[May. 12th, 2006|05:03 pm] |
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honestly why does it seem to feel so much better to be single? I'll tell you why. I don't have to have a schedule regulated by someone else I can do what I want when I want. That is the best freedom there is. I have lost out on many things. Now i just want to chill out. Have some fun, flirt and just be all around myself. I've held myself back soo much. Always being careful to what I say or do. Now I don't have to worry so damn much. I just want to have some fun for a change...
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|10:41 am] |
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I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like crap. Basically I just wish I could dissapear for awhile. It hurts to be around to many people. Alway keeping a smile on my face is taking it's toll. Most of this pain and suffering is comeing from working with my dad. Nothing like a day at work with my dad can make me feel so inadequate. I wish I could be more useful but four days of working with him at destroying the concrete shed killed me. He let me have a break after four days. The next day I was already wroking again. I don't just stop because it's unfair to my parents that are always working. It just really blows!! Luckly I think i'm finished... well atleast for now I am. Then there is the relationship i'm in. I broke up with her but got back with her, but it feels like... It's just not the same. I don't know if i'll try and end it again.... ::sigh:: this really sucks. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
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hello everyone. I haven't written in a long time. Nothing intresting has happend so yeah. Just wanted to say hi and say one more thing. It's amazing how people believe that myspace makes everyone closer. I believe that it actually seperates us further. Well not seperate so much as make us more shallow. We dictate our lives through pictures and short bulletins that usually say "check out my pics". I find that there is no community in myspace. I have one of my own ofcourse but never have I felt so far apart from the people there. I don't really know any of them. I just know what "intrests or sense of humor" they have through their bulletins. I wish we could all come back to livejournal. I mean honestly I feel closer to those of you on here than those on myspace. (well umm those that are on myspace and here are closer then those that are only on myspace.) Anyway I think that people would have a closer feeling and sense of knowing other people if they read their thoughts rather then look at pictures that have been chosen to show the best of themselves. You can't make all thoughts pretty, because if you were then you would be lying to yourself. Some people pour their hearts out on here. On myspace people barely know that there are blogs that can be read and posted. Just fucking pics to look at. UH UH be my friend!! what the fuck is that? Do I even know you?? whatever man it's fun to see the people that actually post blogs have more then just pretty pics of themselves.
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| well ...it's been awhile |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|07:47 pm] |
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It's amazing what love can do. A whole year and we are still together. It's really amazing that we haven't broken up. Close calls don't count!! lol..... A whole year of highs....lots and lots of highs... great new experieneces.... and some lows.... Amazingly I've never felt more loved. It's a great feeling; to love and to be loved... thank you for everything... eventhough you probably wont read this one lmao... o well ...shhh don't tell
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| DAMN! |
[Feb. 25th, 2006|09:17 am] |
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I can't believe I'm up already. This sucks my mom wakes me up to tell me to go to work with her. OK fine no problem. Then I ask when do you think we'll be getting home. Three fucking times cause she can't here worth she, and then she blows up on me fuck! I hate that shit it's just a fucking question. God forbid I have a social life you know? Damn it! I hate how she tries to govern everything I Fucking do. I just hope I ger home in time to go out no matter how tired I am. I want to see her. I'll walk if I fucking have to I don't give a damn how far NW is. SO yeah... end rambling
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| damn |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|05:21 pm] |
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I'm screwed I really want to go to the fair this year but the only one I know that is going is Sonya. Problem is that my girlfriend is really uncomfortable so now I can't go cause she'll get mad, and I can't say no cause I promissed Sonya that I would go since like two years ago. I don't know what to do. Most problably wont go again. After living here for all my life and still not going since I was four(who can remember that?) it kind of sucks. What should I do? |
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| nothing ends perfectly |
[Feb. 19th, 2006|01:43 am] |
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Well it was a great week. Nothing had gone wrong it was all cool. My girlfriend finally met my mother after waiting for almost eleven months. It was a great week got paid got candy got a good exam grade understood almost everything in...except in math. My girl met my mom in the ring ceromony. She was cute the way she shook with nerves. I was very content the way our families got along. My mom approved of her and everything was great. The next day... well today we went to see cirque du soleil, that was an amazing experience. We had lots of fun. She bought me a really cool keychain. After the show we went to walk on lincoln road and that was tiring but fun. Her parents then decided that they didn't want me to go to their house and leave later so they wanted tno, at my girlfriend's great displeasure, take me home. I then called my brother to give me a ride. It turns out he was watching a movie and Mario was driving. So he said he would pick me up. At her house we did some rather intresting things but not all went well. I was a bit disappointed because she didn't let me do something to her (imagine what you like I wont post it) and voiced it... Big mistake she got angry at me and said that it was really unfair. I must admit it was stupid on my behalf but I thought that she had gotten over it by the time I had to go...(again fill in the blanks with what you wish). When Mario picked me up it was all fun and games. We went to drop off my bro's girlfriend but took a side trip and bought a wierd shotgun nerf dart thingy. Really cool looking but doesn't shoot very far. I recieved a call reassuring me that she was still angry with me. I told her I would call her when I got home. Had some more fun, dropped my bro's girl off and came home. She wont forgive me. I think that's a bit unfair considering what I did. So now here I am in an odd mood.... o well thanks for reading if you didn't skim through it lol
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| Damn |
[Feb. 5th, 2006|08:16 pm] |
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This sucks why is it that I can't ever fucking please her enough? This really sucks. Not to mention that We were so close to winning damn it. I want to do something right just fucking once I hate this shit soo god damn much!!!.....
Sorry I'm done I'm over it... Well not over it but better. This is just never gonna be my way.... Someone help.
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| Thank you |
[Feb. 3rd, 2006|06:50 pm] |
It's about time that I had some time with my own girlfriend damn it! I have spent a grand total of about 1 hour and 15 mins in person with her this week. Really frustrating but you know I do my best to be supportive. I don't mind too much, But yeah lol. Other than that... My grades are shit I have to improve on everything but history. That's really gay I hate that shit I was doing so fine and then I fucked up. No worries though I got this I'm really good at getting shit done when needed. I really hope I can go out on saturday but who knows.... shit happens... more some other time
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[Jan. 31st, 2006|05:23 pm] |
Damn I'm bored. I wish I had something to write about but I don't. Just rumors really suck. When people talk shit and can't back up what they said. I mean seriously why is it that people can't just stay out of other's relationship. I would understand if I would ask for the help but it's all this anonymous bull shit that drives me crazy. When things get better someone wants to tear that from me. I wont let that happen I love her too much but who knows if she feels the same only she knows.
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| wow |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|10:21 pm] |
It's been A long as time since I have done anything on here. I've been venting on myspace which although you can see who it is that's talking it becomes more impersonal because no one know's ....no ... Few people know how to use the blog thingys. I miss writing these things and getting feed back. So who knows I might start up again.... or not... lol
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| Hello people |
[Jul. 29th, 2005|05:04 pm] |
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I'm going camping with my parents..... The good news is that my best friend's mom actually is gonna let him come with us. So i'm not gonna be completly bored. We are gonna go to practice first then he's gonna go home and change and what not. We still gotta pack but that's alright. I'm gonna be gone until monday....which I thought was gonna be sunday. Can't do anything about that though. I saw "Eternal sunshine of the Spotless" mind with Anni it was great she liked it and everything. So my Week was wierd but good. I saw Anni on Tuesday and we watched "Josie and the Pussy Cats". Then again yesterday to finish watching "Jossie and the pussy cats" and " Eternal Sunshine and The Spotless Mind" So it was a great part of my week ...Not to mention...well I'll leave that to your imagination. So I had a good week and all. So yeah that's all I have to say for now more when I get back.
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<3 ya Anni |
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| hello |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|06:03 pm] |
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| | the streets-lets push things foward | ] |
So i'm bored out of my mind. Nothing to do... not right now anyway. I was watching an anime called Gantz. It's really intrestsing. Like i've never seen anything like it. So those that like anime and read this i do recommend it. Other than that i watched Charlie and the Wonka factory...Or of those of you that know it "Charlie and the Chocolate factory".lmao... Both times with Anni.... a lot of fun. This relationship couldn't be better i'm happy which was really rare till I met her. Nothing much to report really I think I might have lost some wieght I doubt it though..... Ummmm School starts soon which is weird I got used to the whole sleep in till late. I just hope I can sleep the eve before the first day of school. Don't want to sleep in my classes already...not a very good first impression. I might get my restricted tommorow so i'm a little excited.... Just ranting here...... I want to do something...O! and i'm getting a new ipod soon so that kicks ass. I need a better case cause the guy there said that the one that I have fucked it up blah blah....... so I don't know what to do now I wish I had a job but all I can do now is break my back at my dad's job to get some money.... this sucks o well
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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I'm bored out of my mind. I was so close to going out but then my mom told me I had to clean the damn van. So now I'm stuck here playing a video game. I mean it's not bad but I want to do something else. So what did I do today? I woke up around 10 something. My brother had the day off so he was here and gave me a ride to school. At school all I did was paly golden sun.... OMG!!!! it was sooo pointless to have gone. So after school I called home and had to wait for like 30 min for my ride. I'm just going on bike from now on. I mean there is only three days left so it really doesn't matter. I realize i'm talking less and less in class. All I do now is listen to music and play my gameboy or do work or daydream. I've learned a lot but I think the teacher has passed his limit and doesn't want to be there as much as we don't want to be there. So i'm gonna take my final and get the fuck out!! There is no doubt that i'll pass. On other news i'm gonna go work with my dad all day tomorrow and then go see if I can get my ipod fixed. Also ::crosses fingers:: Anni is coming back.... I'm all fidgety and what not. That's all i've got...
I want to soar... Fly up in the sky chase birds in their domain. Or just watch people do things. Just to get away from the city and watch the stars at night. Feel the air on my face go through clouds and come out wet with all of it's insides. Soar so high that my air depletes and i fall freezing. Then just at the last moment pull out of the free fall and continue to fly. Go and see family memebers. Or to pick someone out of their lives even for an instant and share the views..... but i can't so what am I to do?
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|07:41 pm] |
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| | The streets | ] |
I can't stop running something chassing me i can't breathe but i can't stop. I'm afraid what's chasing me? It's so big i can't stop looking foward but i always risk a look back and stumble. It rips me to shreds. All i feel burning through out my body. I can't scream. It has me I feel so helpless no one near all dark. Then it's gone. I stand There is a mirror in front of me. My heart... I can see it. Sskin hanging off my ribs. Nothing intact.... what do i do? I try to scream again but all i do is puke up blood. As i make eye contacat with myself i see that i'm crying blood. I feel the darkness embrace me. Death is coming.... He wants me. I can do nothing..... I wake it's too dark to see... I panic when i feel so much liquid around me. I run to the light flick it on... I realize it was a nightmare... I woke up in my own puddle of cold sweat. My heart is pounding i can't stop thinking it looked so familiar. My throat burns.... I bite fear back and look at the mirror....claw marks... what was it??
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